Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Hey peeps...reached home from werk round 8 juz noe...had sum breakfast prepared by Ria...then grab my novel & discman juz hav sum peace of mind then now updating my blog...so i wil b partying tis saturday coz its my kuzzy Lia bdae...not that sure yet maybe we're going 2 HRC or Paradigm...haha its been years never club...now i tink its time to hav sum fun since i've been werking my butt out all the time...kindda fel a bit tired rite noe...sian ah...nite werk again gawd its oni tuesdae...few more daes 2 go til my off dae...haiz.....
Luv,Darlingsue;
10:09 AM
Hey peeps...reached home from werk round 8 juz noe...had sum breakfast prepared bi Ria...then grab my novel & my discman juz hav sum relaxing time then now updating my blog...so i wil b partying tis saturday coz its my kuzzy Lia bdae...not that sure yet maybe we're going 2 HRC or Paradigm...haha its been years never club...not i tink its time to hav sum fun since i've been werking my butt out all the time...kindda fel a bit tired rite noe...sian ah...nite werk again god its oni tuesdae...few more daes 2 go til my off dae...haiz.....
Luv,Darlingsue;
10:09 AM
Hey peeps...reachec home from werk round 8 juz noe...had sum breakfast prepared bi Ria...then grab my novel & my discman juz hav sum relaxing time then now updating my blog...so i wil b partying tis saturday coz its my kuzzy Lia bdae...not that sure yet maybe we're going 2 HRC or Paradigm...haha its been years never club...not i tink its time to hav sum fun since i've been werking my butt out all the time...kindda fel a bit tired rite noe...sian ah...nite werk again god its oni tuesdae...few more daes 2 go til my off dae...haiz.....
Luv,Darlingsue;
10:09 AM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
hey guys tis might sound shocking but i tink im back 2 my old life of being single i found out bout sumtings thats hurts me so bad deeply...its kindda personal so i gues its better 2 kep it 2 myself...maybe i fall in love wit the wrong person or maybe im juz ben unlucky....i hate my luv life...i should hav stick 2 my prinsip
NO LUV 4 ME...I should hav not falling in love in the first place now im feling like shits....Im juz wasting my time being loyal ...I'm hopelessly devoted 2 him... ended up hurting....
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEEN THE VICTIM...
APE SALA AKU!!!...i noe life is unfair but tis is so damn unfair...I dun wanna love anymore....juz go ahead wit my life earning cash...dun care bout anyting anymore...
Luv,Darlingsue;
7:14 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Hi felt so tired juz got back from werk...even tho i'm siting down while doing my werk but yet its so painful coz i hav 2 stay at that position 4 8hrs...i hurt myself quit often wit a penknife coz i hav 2 do the rework my arm are killing me so cram urat2 sume tekeluar se...stupid sia hate sia werking night shift the supervisor like fark...da la kero fed up sia...Friday wil b public holiday so i guess i wil b werking overtime coz its double pay ahhaha...takpe ah biar batin ku tersiksa asal duit aku lebeh...k la so damn tired oredi...even my pay is higher the presure is much2 higher...my baby boi will b back 2 dae coz its public holiday 2morow...mis him se da 2 weks tak jumpe wat 2 do hes serving his ns while im werking like hell saturdae werking summore nvm la maybe next wek can met im off on saturday & sunday next wek...k la til here then...wanna sent my grandma to the bank wit my kuzzin Lia update agin when im free...TIRED SIA!!!
Luv,Darlingsue;
8:14 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
Hey guys fel like shit Gonna start werking nite shift 2dae...Fark sia no life werking from Monday to Friday Alternate Saturday...Frm 11pm To 7am...I might not b online that often but loking at the bright side at least i dun fel that Lonely since my babyboi unable 2 cal me up late night...but yet no life sia ppl go out having fun while im werking my butt out at werk...Fed up sia wel my kuzzin Lia wil b werking wit me ...k la till here then wanna get ready 4 werk haiz.....Wat a life....
Luv,Darlingsue;
8:51 PM
Hey there...juz woke up frm my slep going 2 werk later round 7...Kindda mis my babyboi out of a sudden...sampai terbwk mimpi...maybe mis him juz a lil too much...but its ok i dun hav 2 worry coz i noe his inside the camp...i gained 2 kg haha...told him bout that his so happy & he likes my new hair wel wat can i sae i hav 2 change a bit...k la noting much 2 sae gonna get my new ic on wednesdae...how time flies so fast one mth oredi felt like juz yesterdae i juz make...k la till here then update again when im free....
Luv,Darlingsue;
3:40 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Hey there juz Finish toking 2 my babyboi...fel so good after hearing his voice...but Kesian he complaint bout body ache kesiankan...I fel like going over & make him fel better but nvm la hearing his voice pon da cukop...Takpe now hes sleping soundly oredi...at first i was waiting 4 him 2 b online...then when hes oredi in...he complaint that he cant type pasal tangan dier saket...then i giv him a cal...kesian se...i tink i juz ned 2 giv him plenty of rest kesian dier...k la till here then...Going back 2 my own home 2morow...no pc can't b online...it gonna b so sucky...update soon when i hav the chance...
Luv,Darlingsue;
4:25 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Luv,Darlingsue;
5:00 PM
Tis is my kuzin Lia Realy close 2 her luv her so Much like my own sis...
Tis is a pic of me & her juz took it juz now...hehe nice....k la till here then catch ya guys again later....
Luv,Darlingsue;
1:32 AM
Friday, March 18, 2005
hey guys juz finish chsting wit kak ernie juz now...dier la peganti utk teman berbual...haha...ya my babyboi is gonna n out 2dae...wel all i ned is juz 2 hear his voice thats all...juz wondering is he tinking of me 2...dunnoe la dunwan 2 tink bout it 2 much...k la till here then update again soon....
Luv,Darlingsue;
4:17 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Hey guys had a haircut juz now...Kindda fed up wit my long hair oredi...A lot of ppl told me that i dun lok like 20...they told me that im more 2 16 years of age...hahaha do i realy lok that young...k la below the pic of me wit my new hair...the neat and oso the messy version...
The Neat
The Messy
Luv,Darlingsue;
11:21 PM
hey guys kindda fel a bit lonely 2dae...my babyboi gone 2 n.s oredi wondering wats hes doing rite now...fel kindda akward coz usualy i fel so excited opening my msn waiting 4 sure he will b online...but 2dae not even in a mood 2 b online...coz i noe he 4 sure not gonna b there 2 talk 2 me...aiyo only one dae fel so sian oredi...mis toking 2 him late at nite...mis his hugs & kisses..But i did promise him 2 take care of myself so that he won't b worried...k la went out wit my kuzzin juz now...she hope that it wil cheer me up...wel it went good but only 4 a while...i did'nt slep the whole dae yesterdae...then talk 2 his sis 4 a while when his a slep...then in the m'ning went out til afternoon went 2 play pool then visit a fren at hospital Sarah...she realy lok sick kindda pitied her a lot....then get back home sleping then woke up around 2 then went to supper wit my sis and her husband...not juz got back dunnoe wat 2 do...so i tink i juz hav 2 bare 4 a few daes...k la til here then ned 2 b at werk 2morow...aiyo so sian ah...
Luv,Darlingsue;
4:06 AM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Luv,Darlingsue;
4:14 AM
Monday, March 14, 2005
My baby boi is leaving 2morow...im feling so down...gonna miz him like crazy sia...juz imagine life witout hearing the voice of sumone whom u tok 2 every single nite...then hes leaving 4 tis n.s stuff...fel like shit sia...but its ok at least he will b out every wekend...but aiyo dunnoe la...the only ting i can do noe is make myself bz...sob...sob...k la til here then....
Luv,Darlingsue;
11:30 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Hi kindda feel so good met my baby boi yesterdae spent the whole nite wit him....all thx 2 his sis...thanx Kak Ernie...First talk 2 his sis tru msn...then his sis persuade me 2 cum 2 their place...he did'nt even noe a ting that im coming..he look surprise when i came...then we play monopoly fun gile his 2 sis,him & myself...sampai saket perot se ketawe mcm nak rak...then tok to him....til morning...Aiyo 2 more daes to go im gonna miss him like hell sia...saba je la ape nak buat lelaki harus berjuang utk negare....sob....sob...Dunnoe hows life gonna be witout hearing his voice confirm boring gilenye....k la til here then ya on top my baby boi pic...Biasela perasan Usher hehe...But cute kan hehe...k la till here then
Luv,Darlingsue;
7:27 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
It seems like not everydae is a happy dae...we talk everynite of everydae...feel so good hearing his voice...tot of meting him 2dae but bum into sum problems ytd..Actualy i dun realy noe but maybe its my fault...but i oredi apologize... yet he dun hav the mood to talk ...Well im not the type who like 2 brag bout stuff...so i realy hope tis stuf b over soon...He will be leaving 4 N.s On Tuesdae Im gonna miss him like crazy...Im gonna fel so bad if i did'nt hav the chance 2 met him...wel i try 2 b strong...its all up 2 him...I realy dunnoe i used 2 smile a lot laughing out loud even if i hav major problems...but 2dae i sems 2 b different i dun talk much...felt lonely out of sudden...Realy misses him so much...its been years i never felt tis way...maybe tis is the feling u got when u realy loves a person so much....my kuzin is out wit her guy Din to town and sabrina is out to Pasir Ris..Kindda fel a bit jelous when they r getting ready...i felt like shit...Got a call from my ex ask me out but i said no...Coz hes not the one im missing so bad...y muz i go tru tis stuff realy fel like shit sia 2dae...now im having a realy bad headache...y sudenly fel so empty...realy hope tis stuff wil b over soon...i realy miss him sob....sob...
Luv,Darlingsue;
7:53 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
helo...kindda got no idea wat 2 write k la wanna share sum pic i edit....below...Nice.....I Love My Baby Boi....
Luv,Darlingsue;
7:37 PM
Luv,Darlingsue;
7:32 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Hey guys well a lot has ben going on tis few daes but wat best most is...Im so in love...well i guess i should juz giv myself a chance to love...well when ur in love..race is not a matter...age is juz a number...skin is juz a colour...everyting juz sems 2 b so perfect....well i guess love juz an unexpected ting rite....so i hav 2 tank my baby boi who help in fal in love again...I Love U....ur the reason i fall in love again...Muaks...k la til here then bye...
Luv,Darlingsue;
10:46 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
i promised myself not 2 b in love again so that i won't b hurt...
I swore that i will never fall in love coz it will b so hurt when the love is seperated
Now that im confused when he came 2 my life
I tot that we're juz frens but y the feling is different
Everytime when his around me i feel so comfortable
Every single stuff that i have been keeping all my life
i will jus utter words without even feling akward
Was tis a sign or im jus being blind
Am i falling in love again
If not then y am i waiting
for hours of every night juz to talk to him
There are so much coincidence between us
So much history that we ourself did'nt realise
Am i juz feling tis alone or is he feling the same
y must i hav tis felings after a long time
Is he the one that ive been waiting all my life
if its true show me a sign
wat hav i done 2 myself
y am i feling tis way
Y cant i juz go tru my lonely day
Im juz scared that the way im feling 4 him
Will effect the friendship that we had
If i lose him i will definately fell bad
i juz dunnoe wat 2 do.....
Luv,Darlingsue;
3:26 AM
hey...kindda fel like shit coz my internet is'nt werking mungkin pasal tak bayar fed up sia now im my aunt house...imagine frm bedok go 2 tampines late at nite juz 2 blody b online....mak fed up sia...padahal aku da kasi duit sak...binget je...so guys sad 2 sae i can't b online that often til the bill is settle so 4 u guys juz mail me or sms me tru my fon k...im feling like shit sia...now waiting 4 sum1 2 b online at msn sampai skrg takde mane dier pegi pon tak tau...nvm la juz msg him later....k la til here then get back with u guys soon...i will b missing lots of updatrs n my lovely blog sob....sob..
Luv,Darlingsue;
12:57 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
helo kindda a bit piss off 2dae coz noe wat...when i woke up wanna get myself a pack of ciggarates but then...who the fark took my money of my wallet...then tinking of withdrawing sum money then the handbag with my atm inside my mum use it 2 werk waliow fed up sia...fel like shit sey...then desperate oredi call my sis up lucky shes gonna giv me sum money but yet i hav 2 sacrifice my hair noting weird lah...juz that she neds 2 practiz her bridal stuff on who else me lah....k la thats alll now...signing offf..can't sae bye sumbody teach me not 2 sae that word hahhaha....dun noe lah
Luv,Darlingsue;
5:10 PM
Di malam yang dingin aku bersendiri
Memikirkan haluan hidup ku ini
Janji kini hanya tinggal janji
Menemani diri ku yang sedang sepi
Mungkinkah aku jatuh cinta lagi
Diri ku ini takut dimungkiri
Munkinkah dia yang selama ini ku nanti
Hanya mampu ku serahkan pada illahi
Kesedihan ku sering ku simpan
Tangisan ku sering tersembunyi dengan senyuman
Di saat segalanya ku luahkan
Sebak di dada terasa penuh kelegaan
Keegoan diri menjadi lemah
Kedegillan ini menjadi manja
Saat diri mu hadir di dalam jiwa
Dunia ku terasa berbeza
Setelah bertahun lama ku tak ingin tuk bercinta
Kerna ku sering diluka oleh cinta yang lama
Munkinkah pershabatan ini lahir nya cinta
Jika benar akukah yang bersalah
Haruskah aku memberi peluang
Mampukah aku memberi kasih sayang
Sanggup kah luka lama tidak ku kenang
Apa yang harus ku lakukan masa akan datang
Luv,Darlingsue;
1:22 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
hey hey...juz got back from meting a new fren phye not me alone but wit my kuzzin lia...funny sia can actualy sit from 12 to 7 bobal kontol....hehehe....k la hes a great fren can tel even tho we juz met....hes great sum1 to talk 2...bobal2 funny how times flies sampai 7 pagi juz imagine....joke around like crazy....mcm da kenal lame padahal baru kenal sey....but wel tis is me like i sae im not the kerek step jambu type....tis is me...i can b a fren 2 anyone but sum ppl juz judge me witout even noing me....dun judge a book by its cover u wil b surprise that im not a person everyone tinks i am by juz loking at the pics....k la dun wan 2 brag 2 much la anyting tag me k la btw below r sum of my pic that i took juz now very simple....the natural side of mr hehehe
Luv,Darlingsue;
7:04 AM