Love yourself the way i do

must read!!

2007-04-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

hmm do u guys noe that if ur flying off to austalia,us,uk,india,japan,new zeland...& u hav a transit flight from hongkong u r only allowed to bring any form of liquid including gel of 100ml more than that sory it wil be thown away...all liquids form are allowed max 100ml to be placed in a zip lock bag CANNOT exceed 1Litre...& each person only allowed one zip lock bag per person...yeah i noe so trouble some as 4 watson we having problems of our own as our sales drop so much...due to tis liquids stuff tings...& i hav to ask eash and every customer where they flying to...hmm so much stuff yet my pay stil tthe same...hmm k la til here then bye...

Its ben long...

2007-03-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

hey peeps its ben long since my last update wel bz with work & stuff wel where do i start ya on tuesday when i reached werk at about 6.15 watsons smels stinks sems like sumone pissed in there wel thats wat happen...tis ang moh guy was drunk & he pissed at our 3ed row where all the slimming & vitamins product r...damn i pity the night shift ppl they dunnoe wat to do as they both r gurls lucky my pharmacist kurt was there...we reported to the police but they refuse to come dun reli noe wats the reasons ah....then the guy pay up to 10 000 for all the product...c wat achohol can do to u...he also clean up hes own mess of coz but yet we clean several times til the smels went away...hmm working at the airport is way tougher then i tot so far i hav sortage of about 10 aussie & $30 in cash tis mth...hmm so sad...but wat to do werk is werk...its ben long since i party so ytd went to mos woo hoo!!!free event party as usual wit all the whosgoing ambassador spent most of my time at the vip room...then thez a dance battle goin on like shit i was sitting quietly thez one member from my group did a flip & accidently his left leg hit my face...damn it was bloody painful my eyes watered redi dia...then the battle stop...lucky no blood wel i can be small but im strong but my gum cut a bit & my nose hurts & the hit woke me up se....lucky it was him if not its gonna be a big fight,,,then decided to go dance floor aiya so packed im short & i smels everyone smelly armpit stupid...after that chill at liang court mac...abe biase if lots of malays confirm got fight...then police dtg sume lari at first step brani bwk kerusi lah ape...haiz sampai bile melayu nak mcm ni...then share cab wit kyle joey & graham 2day off....finally can rest so tired se

Compare it with ur own eyes...

2007-01-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

K i might sound crazy but first all let me introduce u to two of my bestfren ct & lenny known them 4 bout 9 yrs now..very long i noe..k here it goes look & compare one of them do look like julia hana from Remp-it & Sembilu e Drama...& e other one look like Siti Nordiana not exactly e same lah similar serious...And e twin they reli do look like My ex's sister Kak mas k u guys juz compare urself k...

Left Ct Right Julia Hana

Left Lenny Right Siti Nordiana

Left e twins Right Kak mas

Diddy

2007-01-14T09:19:00.000+08:00

Diddy

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Got myself a new job @ Poppurri

2007-01-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

Ive ben sitting home all day hating myself hating my life...Hating all that hav happen then ive decided to start a new get myself a proper job Tired of being a fool..Tired of being hated..tired of wasting my farking life..Then Went to Town Enter wisma e first shop i saw was Poppuri..Saw this 3/4 skirt reli caught my eyes...My mind was blank til i remembered my motive here is 2 find a job..Me & Nurul walk in & ask 4 vacancies...Fill up e foam & guess wat im starting 2moro..I'm werking at e outlet @Wisma Nurul wil be werking @ plaza sing..on phobation for 3 mth with 5.50/hr..If confirm got myself e make up &transport allowance basic wit cpf..juz wat i ned..Basic teory on e 2nd no matter wat im gonna get myself a driving licence..so gtg 2moro werking @ 1pm

i hate my life

2007-01-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

I hate my life can't even get a proper job...always make my family mad at me..cant even get myself stuck wit a decent guy...Only hav myself to blame im an idiot im a fool sampai bile hidop aku nak mcm ni..Tings nvr work out wit me & a guy ting wil always turn like shit mesti ade yang tk kene mcm i giv up life is juz SUX!!!!I hate my farking life...

Party Girls new year

2007-01-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

Hey guys juz got back from mos juz imagine its close till 10Am Ya ppl 10am...its a bloody fun day 4 me first me n my crazy peeps went to st james...in 2 powerhouse then got bored coz e play trance so went to boiler...Then i wes farking fed up coz e place is full of ppl so im crazy go & dance at stage it last bout few min...Then went up 2 e podium dance mcm biase wit style of coz hehe prasan...then e Dj dares anyone 2 challenge wit me then thez tis gurl came up...watever!!well no surprise i won e battle ok...take that sucker haha!! im serious..is not that i wana b mean bt its juz a frenly match takya nak tunjok muke per...mepek!!then after that went to MOS sampai pagi kua da terang haha k la hez some pics...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVEWYBODY!!!!

Muke fresh

Guess wat e r oni 18

Ida mate Mate tgok mane tu...

Me & e Twins

Pweety

New Year Babe!!

Me @ Boiler Podium

Senget Npk

End Up 3 Org

Me In Party Hat

Making friends

They cheering 4 me during e Battle

They might be twins bt wit opposite personality

Ida e Quiet & Nice

nurul e Bubbly & Wild

Us @ powerhouse

One luv

e Dance Floor

haiz nurul tak suke pon tkya tunjok muke gurl

Lawa la tu muke

On Our way 2 mos

@ Mos

Muke Penat

Penat da??

Aku tak pena balek Pagi ni mcm haha first time

Mos

2006-12-31T09:35:00.000+08:00

Helo evewybody k la went to m.o.s most of tis peeps i juz get 2 noe haha...wat can i sae im friendly ok...haiz...naszril werking on christmas new year & hari raya MENDAK!! went 2 clubs witout him..Nasib baik dier kasi...Luv U Babe!!Here R Sum Pic Enjoyzz..

muke burok se...

Girls Nite Out...

2006-12-28T07:52:00.000+08:00

Hey guys so Went to Power house since its Tasha Bday..Went club Hopping woo hoo!!Juz imagine u went in 4 free witout no cover charge get 5 free drinks coupon...Then when u get bored u can go 2 e rest of e club thez bout 5 clubs i tink...sampai naik sesat haha...Sometimes its gd being a gurl org blanje minom nak antar balek masok free...haiz im so thankful that i'm a gurl haha 2day clubing as u can c Nas takde wel its gurls nite out...k la here r sum pic enjoys!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHA!!!

B4 Kua uma

On e Q

Me & Lenny

Muke Stress

Lrny & Tasha

Hot chickaz Haha...

Crazy Little Party Girlz..

Birthday Gurl @ e Podium

Us @ e Podium

Can Sum1 Get Her Another Tiger hehe...

Muke nak Step Sek Jer fed up...

Cute Lah tu

ME baby!!

Kat toilet pon jadi

Satu Mug Tak cukop Amek Ko!!

Minom Ni Mabok Setahon haha...

Jantan mane plak ko ni Tasha..But Can't believe hez a chinese haha...Ckp org abe aku

Pompan ni tk habes2 muke dier

R We Hot??Was That A question Duh!!haha...

Nak Alek!!

My nite

2006-12-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hey guys went to esplanate & dxo...ko mendak se first of all coz im not into house music...then live band pai kol satu R&B bleh kire se...but ok lah at least its free entry & free flow 4 me...$18 4 E GUYS drg pon mendak lah jugak...but at least drg minom free as one of them knows e bartender there...kindda of surprise jugak coz tis is my 2nd time there n org da cam muke aku haha...even Nazril & his frens tak caye tis is my 2nd time cant't blame me 4 being popular haha prasan..k la here r som pics tak byk ah amek...bleh la...btw i get 2 find out at st james once u pay 4 ur entry e stamp on ur hand can get u in tru all e other clubs there damn wasted se i told nasril bout it he piss off se...than hez fren told me in an annoying way "thanx eh" i juz find out 2 myself...

My choice of e day

looking good...

muke mcm nak nagis hehe...

Hes looking at me malulah...

E dance floor TANGGA...

this is wat happen when u go 2 a club but nvr reli enjoy urself..

bile liveband ni nak habes...

mendak se....

hmmm...

Irwansyah & Acha - My Heart

2006-12-22T05:38:00.000+08:00

Irwansyah & Acha - My Heart

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To Vivocity & St James Power House

2006-12-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...wat ive been up to ytd well went to vivo city to watch movie...Fed up se first we wan to watch night at e museum but it seems like all full...7.10 to 9.30...then wanna watch e chinese movie 4getla e title same full jugak...then fed up redi we watch the holiday..e movie very touchy funny...romantic comedy kindda lah...but e worse part is we got the third row seat ko leher saket sia Gi mkn kat long john ayam punye lah kecik...then naszril told me ni ayam inject bkn Kampong but binget jgk lah org baru nak start mkn nak sebok angkat tray...then after movie we went to St james power house...The enviroment was superb reli big & e cover charge was $15 for guys wit 2 drinks & free entry for ladies wit 3 drinks...biase gak R&B & Raggae Reli worth it 4 $15 ala ni baru bukak jer nanti lame2 harga naik...First me & Nasril went there juz e 2 of us i nvr been to a club 2 org jer first time sia haha...After a while his frens join us 4 org pon bleh jadi fun haha...drg adorable lah not e step cool macho type giler2 sesame sendiri...k la here r some pics 2 share check it out

looking very innocent

I love tis pic step new zeland skit haha

Power House dance floor cool huh..

@ e Private coner

style huh no ned 2 edit

Penat ker??

nak join hehe...

e crazy peeps

E 3 storey high dancers

move ur body baby

ho ho ho

Ya i noe i'm a lucky lady hahaha...

lawa lah tu muke

beyonce & biolse

GAYS ALERT!!

nak rokok eh amek ko jari

see no evil

he loves tis picxie dun noe y

John travolta in the making of wednesday nite fever

GAYS ALERT PART2

I'm so in luv...

2006-12-18T05:54:00.000+08:00

Hey u guys...its been so long ive nvr felt tis way but i guess tings juz happen witout u even expecting it...juz put it tis way i knew him for bout 2 yrs but nvr reli hav e chance 2 grab him haha...wat can i do i'm juz a girl...wel let juz say that tings happen 4 a reason...at least thats wat he told me...it's been so long nvr had butterflies around me n now i'm feeling it...damn lost kejap haha...k la redi 2 met mua special one...here it goes...

e pic ive edited 4 him cool huh..

haiz...im lost of words...

He juz turn me on...every second...

Colouring my hair

2006-12-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hey guys i'm supposed to get a hair treament but yet ended up colouring my hair 2 since my new hair is growing so i choose e base light 2 b in light brown colour here's a pic my highlite used to lok redish but now its more like ash blonde gawd i try si hard not to lok like chinese since i do hav e lokz but now i lok like ah lian...i spent bout 15o altogether plus thw hair cream & stuff treatment ok lor...

agnes monica

2006-12-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

agnes monica

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I'm lost In ur world of Black & White

2006-12-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

Ive lost in ur world of black & white
Never really knows wats on ur mind
Everytime the hurt juz dissapear
Everytime when u r here
but all that have no answer
U will always leave me with all the anger
Few years have gone
And u r still where u belong
I'm the person u seek when u r lonely
But yet I'm juz a friend 2 be
Juat a lover from ur past
In a story that never last
U choose 2 walk away and
And i wont force u to stay
My hope for have long gone
But as a fren i here 2 hold on
All i need is juz 4 u 2 appreciate
But now everything is juz 2 late

Baby I'm Back

2006-12-07T08:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys so Sorry da lame sgt tak update...mintak maaf lah berbyk...k la tis wat ive been up to and achive check it out...

Here r some of my modelling pics enjoy if ur interested in the make up and outfit do tag me prices dont worry under my reconmendation....

Now tis year raye....

Me N My Kuzzy Julia

My Siblings N kuzzy

Next Getting redi for my D&D @ shangrilla Hotel

Me and my Best fren since I'm 12 Ct she do look like Julia hana from sembilu or Rempit rite hehehe...

Julia hana clon

Now my Birthday ive celebrate at seoul garden with two of my bestfren and a cute little boy

my bestfren since I'm 10 Rachelle and her son russell

want some kisses hehehe

Lenny My bestfren since sec1 Now Siti nordiana clon hahha...ive got lots of imitation artist frenss...

Last and not least wat ive spent on this year

a Sony Cyber Shot Digi cam

my necklaces collection

I don't need a man to buy me a Diamond Ring i buy my own ring..

My earrings collection

My perfumes collection Gucci Rush 1 & 2,Miracle Lancome,Hugo Boss,Charlie white Revlon And Lancome mini collection a gift from My ex Shah

The 2 Things Ive nvr leave home without My O2 Atom pocket PC N My Motorola L7 Hp

So thats wat ive been up 2 so sorry 2 all I will relink N add U guys soon K...

k.l trip

2006-05-10T03:04:00.000+08:00

hey guyz sory da lame tk update k la...went to k.l fer 4 daes wit my family...stay kat hotel warisan...went to pertaling street,sungai wang,lot 10,h.r.c...first dae je da rabak...after kite gi shopping kat pertaling balek hotel we were so shock that my sis luggage was outside e door nasib baik takde bende yang hilang...tis stupid guest dier crash same bilek ngan my bro in law...then u supposed 2 report 2 e reception ni tk dier masok letak brg dier then my bro in law stuff dier letak luar...mcm bodo so unconsiderate...then drg settle kat bwh i dun noe wat happen...then bile i xame back home 2 of my adidas shirt hilang mcm nak nangis se...went to klcc my family spent bout 2k rm lah kat m.a.c juz on make up biase lah my sis nk bukak busines mengandam...they spent bout 1.5 k on assesories...haiz...k la here r sum pic i wanna share enjoyz...(br)(br)
on our wat 2 k.l me & my milo

Mum & Sis

Sis & Bro in Law

me sleping in e bus Lucky my hair cover my face hehe

(br)our first meal in K.l

M.A.C

Me wit specs malas nak melawa

ala makcik ni ade2 je

e @nd day

Kesian lah anak sape ni

haiz leher aku jugak jadi sasaran

sempat tersenyum kakak aku

tings that i bought

tings that my mum bought shopping sakan makcik muka ada senyum

stuff that my sis bought

H.R.C Kuala lumpur

coke float yum yum

Family

ni bukan gagah ni gelojo

Double celebration mother's day & my bro Birthday

bill plez ni part i pass hehe

Hotel lobby waiting fer the bus nak balek...

(br)coffee or tea hmmm...(br)(br)
Nak balek

dinner we had in e bus

Dapai

Thats all folkz...

bored

2006-04-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys sorry 4 not updating after so long...noting much 2 sae...k i'm going 2 K.l tis 5th hope i have fun...Went to Tunnel last sat with sum of my frenz...i never tot a person who i trusted left me witout teling me a word alasannye ade hal mcm kental...but i was lucky thez stil zaida n iza by my side...if not i wil hav 2 go back by myself...ayie was ther bt he went back early as he has sumting up...he introduce me 2 one of his fren i tot it was a hi bye ting...but he gave my number to his fren witout my permission...kindda mad oso lah tapi tk buat ape da jadi...juz msg2 je lah...Going 2 colllect my passport 2morow...i tot i nearly lost my i.c dun reli remember wher i put it...then my mum found it inside my pants damn i'm so lucky..if not i can't collct my passport unless i replace my ic...damn i'm lucky..kalo tk mane nk carik 300..k la thats all anyting juz tag me k....

All about clubs...

2006-04-02T17:29:00.000+08:00

hey guys went out wit my frenz...we went to as usual tunnel...i was drunk like hell dun really noe wat actually happen all i noe i dance and drink here sum pictures fer me 2 share....

The gurlz

Siti & Lily

Nas & siti

Me & my Bro...

noting more tham juz a fren...

Bestfren....

8 years of friendship

hey hey hey

2006-01-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

hey everybody sorry lah da lame tk update btw my digicam rosak damn can't share pics!!!binget se nvm i'm getting a new one next mth...ok last month i got myself a new handbag...a new make up kit...a pair of new shoes haiz...mcm air duit habes....so tis mth i'm getting a game boy....k la lets talk about my party life yelah keje je then last mth i gi tunnel it's been a few month so now i try la pegi i was shocked as my fren told me now e owner of the club is shaick haikel and aaron aziz ok la so far 2 kali pegi npk aaron aje....then went to m.o.s wit my buddy lenny ok but e crownd was like damn...wat i luv most is that they giving cotton candy for free....hehehe....seperates room for house music,r&b retro ok lah fun thats al i need...that's e fun part of being single no one 2 control can go anywhere anytime wit whoever...but sumtimes its a bit hard as u ned a shoulder to cry on....but i still can survive coz i stil have my ex....they wil always b there 4 me...coz no mstter how bad e situation is they wil always b my frens...wel wat can i sae i'm a joyable person...being lonely does'nt mean i'm miserable...damn tired se...from last friday i will be working till chinese new year wit no off day at all haiz...wat 2 do carik makan pas 2 gaji ape lagi enjoy ah... ka la thats all update soon luv u all!!!!

my ciggy case

2005-12-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

before i forget tis is a ciggy case i juz bought frm 77th street cool or wat i loike!!!the small words r bit blur well tis is wat on it
YOU'RE RIGHT
YOU'RE NOT
WORTHY

my dae 16 dec 05

2005-12-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

hey guys juz got back frm werk damn tired tis few daes the crowd was like a fish market...wel since Mango is having sales n charles & keith is juz beside it so the crowd wil like kep cuming in as if mango sales effect c&k...
ok lah at least i can earn extra...tommorow 7 ppl gonna b in e shop so tinking of hitting my target dream on...but 2morow is weekend hopefully these ppl...talking bout ppl since i werk at charles & keith most of e customer actually remembered me even when i'm outside witout my uniform on like for example ytd when i'm out of werk...then these tis lady smiled at me and im surprised when she actually remembered my name then i remembered she ever bougtht a pair of shoes from me wel that shows that i do my job well as giving them a good service ceh......perasan...lucky i'm not werking at p.s or suntec outlet coz i heard that they r closing till midnite...thank god!!!....k la that's all 4 2dae hav 2 get sum beauty slep.....

my new blogskin

2005-12-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

helo2...juz finishing up my new skin wooohhooo luv it so much my idea of a new skin i'm loving it padapapapa....hehe...k la lets talk bout my dae wel at werk thez tis couple ooo how i wish her boifren is mine...wel e story goes like tis tis gurl she was trying on a lot of shoes about 7 pairs then down 2 3 of her choice and all of it is black in colour she took a very long time to choose then i tink e boifren da fed up buy all the three pairs for her...it's not cheap ok all the 3 pairs cost him 100 plus...then e gurlfren actually argued wit him hey gurl stop it i wil smile if my boifren buy me 3 pairs of shoes sum gurl juz dun realise how lucky they r...haiz...he juz pay witout even tinking...then kindda a bit fed up wit my job sume org mcm pirana...we all hav target to catch so to earn extra commision u hav 2 hit ur target so every1 is like piranas n buayas...nvm a job wil always b a job...k la me tired redi hav a nice dae....

watever

2005-12-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

hey guys k la lets talk bout my week first of all i went to p.s outlet last monday it was a last minute ting when i reached werk trying 2 do sum clean up then suddenly my manager ask me to go as one of the staff went on m.c....as i was inside the train these tis stupid women who's eagerly wanna 2 get a seat...she actually argued wit a women who's sitting wit her baby ordering the women to put her baby on the lap...but plez lah she's ben carrying her baby god's know how long...giv that women a break then e women wit the baby juz ignored her...she juz kep on mumbling if shes an old women i understand lah she needs 2 seat but she's wearing an office wear suit i tink she's in her 30's can sae younger than my mum....i was about 2 giv her my seat so that she stops watever shes doing but wat e hell can't giv face to tis type of people...if u tink that u wanna hav a confortable seat then go blody grab a cab lah...werking in sales line make me realiz that these a lot of diffrent kindda ppl in there world...and i can't actually believe that a hot tempered person myself as days goes by becum more patient than i could ever be...and i did bcum more polite even outside of werk...maybe it's gd but sumtims ppl juz take advantage...bout my werk as usual difficult customer everydae every step of e journey needs a lots of patient....

my day

2005-11-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

hey guys had a bad headache ytd at werk went to the doc got myself sum pain killers maybe frm lake of slep i dun noe...k la my off dae 2day went out wit khai a fren of mine get to noe him frm friendster we r juz like a dwaft & giant wat i mean is his very tall...went out wit him twice ytd n today...ytd juz sit & talk 2 dae went to watch harry potter ok lah the show quite good...i did talk 2 him till 10 am in e m'ning haha fer hours non stop...it's been a while since i've been out on a date haha...da lame se..rase kekok pon ade se...tapi takpe la..werking again 2morow haiz...tiring se but wat can i do i still do hav 2 werk no matter wat....k la here sum pic i dei noting 2 do lah....

wat a life

2005-11-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

hey guys really had a blody awful day at werk hav 2 deal wit tis customer first of all she ask me about the member card if she apply will she be entitled for the 10% discount then i told her she will only get the discount on the 2nd purchase then she's not happy want to talk 2 my manager i let her coz it not my problem then u can only the member card when u purchased $120 in a single receipt then she say y can't she combined receipt when she purchased again on the next time she bought sumting..y other place can y here cannot wel u have 2 understand most of other places have expire date for member card as for charle & keith it's a life time card haiya...she really get into my nerve then she want to purchase by using her niece card but in e other hand she did not bring the card she wanted to giv me her nierce ic number but the ting is our system can't trace witout the card being shown then she's not happy want to talk to the head office then i juz let her...coz like i said is not my service fault i hav to follow thw company policy then at the end of the day she dun even buy a ting i juz can't understand sum ppl y mus they make sumone jobs worser dun they understand how stressful it is to werk under service line if u werk wit a machine if u r not happy u can juz bang the damn ting but if u werk wit ppl like urself even if u r not happy u hav 2 force urself to smile...i really fel like breaking down n cry coz after all 10% discount is not that much y make a fuss out of it...i've ben werking in sales line fer a few years overall i tink shes the worse i've ever deal wit..it's really hard fer a gurl like me 2 actually talk tings out wit her coz she can really get to u to satisfy herself...lucky i'm strong enuf to actually get myself over wit it...so to all of u who read my updates dun ruined sumone day by making his or her job tougher juz put urself in thier shoes how would u fel...k la till here then do update soon

wat a great day

2005-11-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys it's my off day 2dae....went to paradigm yesterday wit my party gals & guys oklah it's been like two mths never club...Then 2dae went out wit Zyla took some photos grab sumting 2 eat and catch a movie Feels like heaven ok lah a good Romantic comedy kidda movie...K la here sum pics i wanna share

So cute!!!

How adorable r we hehehe....

She's singing hehe...

Smile....

i try so hard to look fierce but it does not show at all i'm not up 2 it i guess

birthday gift

2005-11-14T04:14:00.000+08:00

hey guys juz bored...k la wat happen last week ...I bought a birthday gift for Shah a 512mb mp3 player glad he like it he's happy...he ask me wat i want for my birthday i have no idea so far i got wat i want...our birtday is like one month apart he's on 2nd nov and mine on 2nd dec so its not that easy to forget hehehe....wonder wat he's gonna buy fer me then after i pass his gift we went window shopping a while later it rain...then we decided to catch a movie while waiting coz i dun dare to actualy ride on his bike while it rains...We watched Sky High the movie ok lah quite fun a bit childish that wat he will always be hehe....k la about my work noting much difficult customer as usual...going 2 get my commision 2morow yay!!!not much lah round 100 plus oni...k la till here then...take care....

Jalan raye

2005-11-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hey guys juz got back from jalan raye with Shahrul and the kampong gang quit fun actually...kindda fed up too coz i'm having tis bloddy running nose and i can't taste the food That i eat....from tampinese to woodland,yishun then pasir ris and at the end back to tampinese this r sum pic 4 me 2 share stil dun have the group photo yet i wil post once i got it...

Raye Year 2004

Raye 2005 see the different only me not him....hahaha

Before kua ruma

me picxie

2005-11-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

Hey guys wanna share sum pics wit ya all...

Me mother & sisters

The Kuzzys

3 Dara kembali lagi

Sab & me

Me with the flower

my day

2005-10-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

hey guys wat can i sae....wel i went for my training juz now i tot it wil b boring but it turn out wel...met the trainer who is oso my HR...he is a good spokemen we laugh a lot as the conversation goes along...what shock me is that Charles and Keith actualy hav 60 over outlets worldwide and who could imagine tis two brothers started from a small shoe shop at ang mo kio which is now a world wide known brand and Mr Charles is only 31 years of age...Now i understand y they received so much awards...I think i wil stay 2 tis work for long coz these so much benefits as the year goes by....but it is tiring i hav 2 admit...tapi keje ape yang tak penatkan...but at least u noe that ur hard werk wil b pay off...At least i hav 2 days off a mth...i still have 2 more month to go til i'm a confirm staff...now i'm tired hav 2 get some rest werking tommorow then Friday wil b my off day YEAH!!! k la til here then update soon

antara kita

2005-10-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

Setiap kali kita berpisah ade saja dugaannya
tapi mengapa walau bertahun lamanya kita akan bertemu semula
Kau kembali bukan sebagai kekasih tetapi sekadar teman biasa
Ku tak mengerti apa sebabnya

Sebagai sepasang kekasih kita berpisah
Sebagai teman kita bermesra
Mungkinkah ada jodoh antara kita
Ku hanya mampu berserah

Kau hadir saat aku mengenal cinta
Dan kau masih di sini saat aku berputus asa
Kau telah mengajar ku erti sebuah persahabatan
Yang kekal bukan sekadar beberapa bulan

Lima tahun diri mu telah ku kenali
Dan kini kau masih lagi di sini
Walau hati mu tidak dapat ku miliki
Namun cukup lah sudah pemberian ini

Tidak pernah aku mengenali erti bahagia
Saat tangisan pertama ku di dunia
Tapi saat keluarga mu aku kenali
Kebahagiaan bukan hanya satu illusi

Tiada kata dapat ku lafazkan
Kau telah mengukirkan sebuah senyuman
Ku tak tahu bagai mana harus ku ucapkan
Kebahagiaan hanya mampu ku ngalir kan tangisan

Walau ku hidup dalam keadaan sepi
Namun sepi hilang saat diri mu hadir
Terima kasih ku ucapkan pada mu
Kerana menyerikan kegelapan hidup ku

Kini terjalin satu persahabatan
Ku amat berharap agar ia berkekalan
Janganlah ada dendam antara kita
Biar yang lepas menjadi sejarah

wat a day

2005-10-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

hey everyone lets talk bout my day...went to werk as usual tak puase pasal red lit...then keje mcm nak gile...i'm kindda pis off bout one of the customer she wanted to buy a bag then ask me for a new one i took out nearly five bags for her but and the end she took the display one so annoying...then another customer came 2 me keep asking bout discount i oredi said only the one wit the round tags but she kep on repeating the same questions...da la aku tak cukop tdo tgh red lit binget se...but now im back home so glad...tommorow i hav 2 go to the main office for training wil be back by five...yeah!!!no ned to deal wit anyone 2morow...hope the day wil turn out wel...i hope....i bought a baju kurong tis year i wil be wearing red for the first day...going to get my hair done soon tapi kene tunggu gaji haiz....fed up...k la til here then take care...me signing off....

Im Back

2005-10-24T08:52:00.000+08:00

hey everyone im back...its been long since my last post...so wats going on i've stop clubbing kindda tired after all that fun...frm wat i realiz every place is the same except sumtimes the music is different...it's been 3 mth...now i'm werking as a sales exec at Charles & keith resign frm my old one so far it's ok but kindda tiring coz they r having this crazy sale...i have to run up ang down like crazy but it's ok i can't complain it's part of my job
The uniform use to be a white t-shirt and jeans but now they change the uniform it's kindda unconfortable at first but i get over it after a while
Werking under customer servive line is really tough u have to deal wit different customer everyday all u ned is just a good comunication skills and patient a lot of it....My luvlife nah i don't hav any and i dun fel like having one either i rather be alone...At least i still have sumone i can rely on whenever i fel bit lonely..k la till here then get back 2 u guys soon hope u like my new layout and dun 4get 2 tag

am i?

2005-06-11T07:39:00.000+08:00

hey guys juz got back from tunnel it seems like ive been seing lots of ppl that ive not seen for years...but lots of them juz tel me that i look more skinier than b4 REALY? am i realy that kurus sedeh se dengar mcm nak nagis...takpe la...k la da boring ni tak tau nak watpe k la c ya guys sundae at tunnel kalo krg pegi ah....

Wat a life

2005-06-03T05:09:00.000+08:00

hey ya all...its been kindda long ive been bz...ive ben spending time going clubbing when im free...i wanna believe that all guys r not the same ya thats true they hav different character but they do hav one ting incommon that is they only aiming 4 one ting that is well u noe wat i mean...so gurls if u hav that one guys who realy takes care of ya dun let go...u might find that one dae u r realy getting sick & tired of that particular person wel my oni advice is dun c him everydae coz luv cums when u mis sum1 realy...wel as 4 me i dun sems 2 b lucky enuf 4 the ting call love...i dun wanna put tis stuf hard on myself...wat i can do now is juz take care of myself & luv myself like i always do...i stil do believe in love but i gues im juz not lucky enuf 2 hav that...wel its ok i wil always find a way 2 pamper myself & keps myself happy...so thats all 4 now take care ya all...

Picxie time

2005-04-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

hey there guys wanna share sum pics of me & my kuzzyz...the one in white is my club partner the other one nah shes oni 14 hehe...kindda hard 2 believe rite she look kindda matured...

Me & my club partner Julia whos oso my kuzzy

B4 Tunnel

3 Dara

Siapalah Jodoh Kite...

Woohooo!!! Julia Bontot Baik!!!

Nak gi laut tak dapat kat ruma pon jadilah...

Me & Sabrina

Kini Aku Pasrah...

She's Hot

my life

2005-04-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hey Peepz...kindda bz lately dun get the time 2 updates that much k wats up wit me life wel...as usual werk & clubs as always...went 2 tunnel last wed...n going 2 the same place tis cuming sunday...maybe going 2 paradigm 2dae no prob since i got the ladies card 4 that hehe...about me luv life im not sure myself...dun realy understands the meaning of luv 4 now i juz ned 2 move on wit my life dun care much bout tis kindda stuf...k la til here then adious...

my most embarasing day

2005-04-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

hey ppl kindda hav a story 2 tel went to tunnel on wenesday drink bout 3 jug alone fel damn high i was dancing on top of the podium its like the central of the dance floor...felt so high i cant even c the sides lepas 2 jatoh mcm nangke busok se....i did'nt even felt a ting until the next dae a bit hang over feling tipsy gone a bit...check out thes so much bruses here & there fel like shit sia malu gile sak mcm taknak turon lagi pon ade....mane nak letak muke sak hahaha...k la til here then update soon later....

Juz another day

2005-03-29T10:09:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps...reached home from werk round 8 juz noe...had sum breakfast prepared by Ria...then grab my novel & discman juz hav sum peace of mind then now updating my blog...so i wil b partying tis saturday coz its my kuzzy Lia bdae...not that sure yet maybe we're going 2 HRC or Paradigm...haha its been years never club...now i tink its time to hav sum fun since i've been werking my butt out all the time...kindda fel a bit tired rite noe...sian ah...nite werk again gawd its oni tuesdae...few more daes 2 go til my off dae...haiz.....

Juz another day

2005-03-29T10:09:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps...reached home from werk round 8 juz noe...had sum breakfast prepared bi Ria...then grab my novel & my discman juz hav sum relaxing time then now updating my blog...so i wil b partying tis saturday coz its my kuzzy Lia bdae...not that sure yet maybe we're going 2 HRC or Paradigm...haha its been years never club...not i tink its time to hav sum fun since i've been werking my butt out all the time...kindda fel a bit tired rite noe...sian ah...nite werk again god its oni tuesdae...few more daes 2 go til my off dae...haiz.....

Juz another day

2005-03-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps...reachec home from werk round 8 juz noe...had sum breakfast prepared bi Ria...then grab my novel & my discman juz hav sum relaxing time then now updating my blog...so i wil b partying tis saturday coz its my kuzzy Lia bdae...not that sure yet maybe we're going 2 HRC or Paradigm...haha its been years never club...not i tink its time to hav sum fun since i've been werking my butt out all the time...kindda fel a bit tired rite noe...sian ah...nite werk again god its oni tuesdae...few more daes 2 go til my off dae...haiz.....

hopelessly devoted

2005-03-26T07:14:00.000+08:00

hey guys tis might sound shocking but i tink im back 2 my old life of being single i found out bout sumtings thats hurts me so bad deeply...its kindda personal so i gues its better 2 kep it 2 myself...maybe i fall in love wit the wrong person or maybe im juz ben unlucky....i hate my luv life...i should hav stick 2 my prinsip NO LUV 4 ME...I should hav not falling in love in the first place now im feling like shits....Im juz wasting my time being loyal ...I'm hopelessly devoted 2 him... ended up hurting....WHY AM I ALWAYS BEEN THE VICTIM...APE SALA AKU!!!...i noe life is unfair but tis is so damn unfair...I dun wanna love anymore....juz go ahead wit my life earning cash...dun care bout anyting anymore...

juz going tru days werking

2005-03-24T08:14:00.000+08:00

Hi felt so tired juz got back from werk...even tho i'm siting down while doing my werk but yet its so painful coz i hav 2 stay at that position 4 8hrs...i hurt myself quit often wit a penknife coz i hav 2 do the rework my arm are killing me so cram urat2 sume tekeluar se...stupid sia hate sia werking night shift the supervisor like fark...da la kero fed up sia...Friday wil b public holiday so i guess i wil b werking overtime coz its double pay ahhaha...takpe ah biar batin ku tersiksa asal duit aku lebeh...k la so damn tired oredi...even my pay is higher the presure is much2 higher...my baby boi will b back 2 dae coz its public holiday 2morow...mis him se da 2 weks tak jumpe wat 2 do hes serving his ns while im werking like hell saturdae werking summore nvm la maybe next wek can met im off on saturday & sunday next wek...k la til here then...wanna sent my grandma to the bank wit my kuzzin Lia update agin when im free...TIRED SIA!!!

Working Nite shift

2005-03-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey guys fel like shit Gonna start werking nite shift 2dae...Fark sia no life werking from Monday to Friday Alternate Saturday...Frm 11pm To 7am...I might not b online that often but loking at the bright side at least i dun fel that Lonely since my babyboi unable 2 cal me up late night...but yet no life sia ppl go out having fun while im werking my butt out at werk...Fed up sia wel my kuzzin Lia wil b werking wit me ...k la till here then wanna get ready 4 werk haiz.....Wat a life....

juz another dae

2005-03-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

Hey there...juz woke up frm my slep going 2 werk later round 7...Kindda mis my babyboi out of a sudden...sampai terbwk mimpi...maybe mis him juz a lil too much...but its ok i dun hav 2 worry coz i noe his inside the camp...i gained 2 kg haha...told him bout that his so happy & he likes my new hair wel wat can i sae i hav 2 change a bit...k la noting much 2 sae gonna get my new ic on wednesdae...how time flies so fast one mth oredi felt like juz yesterdae i juz make...k la till here then update again when im free....

Fel so good...

2005-03-20T04:25:00.000+08:00

Hey there juz Finish toking 2 my babyboi...fel so good after hearing his voice...but Kesian he complaint bout body ache kesiankan...I fel like going over & make him fel better but nvm la hearing his voice pon da cukop...Takpe now hes sleping soundly oredi...at first i was waiting 4 him 2 b online...then when hes oredi in...he complaint that he cant type pasal tangan dier saket...then i giv him a cal...kesian se...i tink i juz ned 2 giv him plenty of rest kesian dier...k la till here then...Going back 2 my own home 2morow...no pc can't b online...it gonna b so sucky...update soon when i hav the chance...

a pic of me....

2005-03-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

me & my Kuzzy

2005-03-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

Tis is my kuzin Lia Realy close 2 her luv her so Much like my own sis...
Tis is a pic of me & her juz took it juz now...hehe nice....k la till here then catch ya guys again later....

.....

2005-03-18T04:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys juz finish chsting wit kak ernie juz now...dier la peganti utk teman berbual...haha...ya my babyboi is gonna n out 2dae...wel all i ned is juz 2 hear his voice thats all...juz wondering is he tinking of me 2...dunnoe la dunwan 2 tink bout it 2 much...k la till here then update again soon....

my new hair

2005-03-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hey guys had a haircut juz now...Kindda fed up wit my long hair oredi...A lot of ppl told me that i dun lok like 20...they told me that im more 2 16 years of age...hahaha do i realy lok that young...k la below the pic of me wit my new hair...the neat and oso the messy version...

The Neat

The Messy

A dae witout him

2005-03-16T04:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys kindda fel a bit lonely 2dae...my babyboi gone 2 n.s oredi wondering wats hes doing rite now...fel kindda akward coz usualy i fel so excited opening my msn waiting 4 sure he will b online...but 2dae not even in a mood 2 b online...coz i noe he 4 sure not gonna b there 2 talk 2 me...aiyo only one dae fel so sian oredi...mis toking 2 him late at nite...mis his hugs & kisses..But i did promise him 2 take care of myself so that he won't b worried...k la went out wit my kuzzin juz now...she hope that it wil cheer me up...wel it went good but only 4 a while...i did'nt slep the whole dae yesterdae...then talk 2 his sis 4 a while when his a slep...then in the m'ning went out til afternoon went 2 play pool then visit a fren at hospital Sarah...she realy lok sick kindda pitied her a lot....then get back home sleping then woke up around 2 then went to supper wit my sis and her husband...not juz got back dunnoe wat 2 do...so i tink i juz hav 2 bare 4 a few daes...k la til here then ned 2 b at werk 2morow...aiyo so sian ah...

Gonna Miss My Baby Boi

2005-03-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

Gonna miss u syg,,,

2005-03-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

My baby boi is leaving 2morow...im feling so down...gonna miz him like crazy sia...juz imagine life witout hearing the voice of sumone whom u tok 2 every single nite...then hes leaving 4 tis n.s stuff...fel like shit sia...but its ok at least he will b out every wekend...but aiyo dunnoe la...the only ting i can do noe is make myself bz...sob...sob...k la til here then....

My baby Boi

2005-03-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hi kindda feel so good met my baby boi yesterdae spent the whole nite wit him....all thx 2 his sis...thanx Kak Ernie...First talk 2 his sis tru msn...then his sis persuade me 2 cum 2 their place...he did'nt even noe a ting that im coming..he look surprise when i came...then we play monopoly fun gile his 2 sis,him & myself...sampai saket perot se ketawe mcm nak rak...then tok to him....til morning...Aiyo 2 more daes to go im gonna miss him like hell sia...saba je la ape nak buat lelaki harus berjuang utk negare....sob....sob...Dunnoe hows life gonna be witout hearing his voice confirm boring gilenye....k la til here then ya on top my baby boi pic...Biasela perasan Usher hehe...But cute kan hehe...k la till here then

I miss My Baby boi

2005-03-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

It seems like not everydae is a happy dae...we talk everynite of everydae...feel so good hearing his voice...tot of meting him 2dae but bum into sum problems ytd..Actualy i dun realy noe but maybe its my fault...but i oredi apologize... yet he dun hav the mood to talk ...Well im not the type who like 2 brag bout stuff...so i realy hope tis stuf b over soon...He will be leaving 4 N.s On Tuesdae Im gonna miss him like crazy...Im gonna fel so bad if i did'nt hav the chance 2 met him...wel i try 2 b strong...its all up 2 him...I realy dunnoe i used 2 smile a lot laughing out loud even if i hav major problems...but 2dae i sems 2 b different i dun talk much...felt lonely out of sudden...Realy misses him so much...its been years i never felt tis way...maybe tis is the feling u got when u realy loves a person so much....my kuzin is out wit her guy Din to town and sabrina is out to Pasir Ris..Kindda fel a bit jelous when they r getting ready...i felt like shit...Got a call from my ex ask me out but i said no...Coz hes not the one im missing so bad...y muz i go tru tis stuff realy fel like shit sia 2dae...now im having a realy bad headache...y sudenly fel so empty...realy hope tis stuff wil b over soon...i realy miss him sob....sob...

....

2005-03-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

helo...kindda got no idea wat 2 write k la wanna share sum pic i edit....below...Nice.....I Love My Baby Boi....

His the reason I Fall in Love Again

2005-03-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

his the reason i fall in love again

2005-03-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hey guys well a lot has ben going on tis few daes but wat best most is...Im so in love...well i guess i should juz giv myself a chance to love...well when ur in love..race is not a matter...age is juz a number...skin is juz a colour...everyting juz sems 2 b so perfect....well i guess love juz an unexpected ting rite....so i hav 2 tank my baby boi who help in fal in love again...I Love U....ur the reason i fall in love again...Muaks...k la til here then bye...

confused

2005-03-05T03:26:00.000+08:00

i promised myself not 2 b in love again so that i won't b hurt...
I swore that i will never fall in love coz it will b so hurt when the love is seperated
Now that im confused when he came 2 my life
I tot that we're juz frens but y the feling is different
Everytime when his around me i feel so comfortable
Every single stuff that i have been keeping all my life
i will jus utter words without even feling akward
Was tis a sign or im jus being blind
Am i falling in love again
If not then y am i waiting
for hours of every night juz to talk to him
There are so much coincidence between us
So much history that we ourself did'nt realise
Am i juz feling tis alone or is he feling the same
y must i hav tis felings after a long time
Is he the one that ive been waiting all my life
if its true show me a sign
wat hav i done 2 myself
y am i feling tis way
Y cant i juz go tru my lonely day
Im juz scared that the way im feling 4 him
Will effect the friendship that we had
If i lose him i will definately fell bad
i juz dunnoe wat 2 do.....

my life juz getting worse

2005-03-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

hey...kindda fel like shit coz my internet is'nt werking mungkin pasal tak bayar fed up sia now im my aunt house...imagine frm bedok go 2 tampines late at nite juz 2 blody b online....mak fed up sia...padahal aku da kasi duit sak...binget je...so guys sad 2 sae i can't b online that often til the bill is settle so 4 u guys juz mail me or sms me tru my fon k...im feling like shit sia...now waiting 4 sum1 2 b online at msn sampai skrg takde mane dier pegi pon tak tau...nvm la juz msg him later....k la til here then get back with u guys soon...i will b missing lots of updatrs n my lovely blog sob....sob..

Fed up se...

2005-03-04T17:10:00.000+08:00

helo kindda a bit piss off 2dae coz noe wat...when i woke up wanna get myself a pack of ciggarates but then...who the fark took my money of my wallet...then tinking of withdrawing sum money then the handbag with my atm inside my mum use it 2 werk waliow fed up sia...fel like shit sey...then desperate oredi call my sis up lucky shes gonna giv me sum money but yet i hav 2 sacrifice my hair noting weird lah...juz that she neds 2 practiz her bridal stuff on who else me lah....k la thats alll now...signing offf..can't sae bye sumbody teach me not 2 sae that word hahhaha....dun noe lah

Ciptaan SuE

2005-03-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

Di malam yang dingin aku bersendiri
Memikirkan haluan hidup ku ini
Janji kini hanya tinggal janji
Menemani diri ku yang sedang sepi

Mungkinkah aku jatuh cinta lagi
Diri ku ini takut dimungkiri
Munkinkah dia yang selama ini ku nanti
Hanya mampu ku serahkan pada illahi

Kesedihan ku sering ku simpan
Tangisan ku sering tersembunyi dengan senyuman
Di saat segalanya ku luahkan
Sebak di dada terasa penuh kelegaan

Keegoan diri menjadi lemah
Kedegillan ini menjadi manja
Saat diri mu hadir di dalam jiwa
Dunia ku terasa berbeza

Setelah bertahun lama ku tak ingin tuk bercinta
Kerna ku sering diluka oleh cinta yang lama
Munkinkah pershabatan ini lahir nya cinta
Jika benar akukah yang bersalah

Haruskah aku memberi peluang
Mampukah aku memberi kasih sayang
Sanggup kah luka lama tidak ku kenang
Apa yang harus ku lakukan masa akan datang

new fren

2005-03-01T07:04:00.000+08:00

hey hey...juz got back from meting a new fren phye not me alone but wit my kuzzin lia...funny sia can actualy sit from 12 to 7 bobal kontol....hehehe....k la hes a great fren can tel even tho we juz met....hes great sum1 to talk 2...bobal2 funny how times flies sampai 7 pagi juz imagine....joke around like crazy....mcm da kenal lame padahal baru kenal sey....but wel tis is me like i sae im not the kerek step jambu type....tis is me...i can b a fren 2 anyone but sum ppl juz judge me witout even noing me....dun judge a book by its cover u wil b surprise that im not a person everyone tinks i am by juz loking at the pics....k la dun wan 2 brag 2 much la anyting tag me k la btw below r sum of my pic that i took juz now very simple....the natural side of mr hehehe

bored dae

2005-02-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

hello....juz woke up....i slep round 3pm juz now...chat with phye...kindda funny he wil be going 2 n.s the same dae as shah & oso in the civil defence...well i wil b seing him if i sent shah....k realy bored to hell kindda noting 2 do...blody bored....mendak gile....k la noting much 2 sae.....take care.....

my thursdae

2005-02-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hey wat can i sae....well I'm getting a new job...interview wil b on mondae sick of my old job...Ya realy sick of it...tis new job is reconmended By a fren Kak Ona...We used 2 werk 2gether Last time realy Glad 2 get 2 met her again...k la the pay ok lah is like 70 per dae but of coz its a 12 hr job...ya wat do u expect the pay ok wat...ya Shah is going 2 N.S on the 15th of March...Tak saba nak tgk dier Botak...hehe....k la til here then bobye....

my lonelines aint kiling me no more

2005-02-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

heyy guys...im so glad that im free rite now...no more love,no more report strengh...no more misunderstanding all i can do now is juz love myself...no luv 4 me now...i dun care who neds love from a guy...i stil hav my family...stil hav my frens...if love cums 2 me i willing 2 try but 4 me to go on seaching 4 love i dun tink so...im stil young its time 2 earn cash....now i can do watever i want whenever i want wit whoever i want...werking in the weekdaes...party in the weekend...im so glad 2 b free...leading a single life never been happier...k la til here then bye.....

Yay...

2005-02-24T06:27:00.000+08:00

helo...everybody...k la da lame tak update...so i wake around 10 tis morning...make myself milo...wake my mum up coz 2dae is the dae to make a new ic....then look inside my bag & i only found my birthcert inside my police report gone...nowhere 2 b found...sumtims when u dun ned that stuf u wil always c it at ur sight...then when the time u realy need it TAK NAMPAK LANGSONG!!!...So i called up the ICA building...Lucky she told me i can juz bring my birthcert without the police report...nasib baik...then the customer service officer told me that by 11 march anyone who return my ic back 2 me at that point of time...i can claim my 300 back from them...but 4 me no hope oredi 3 weks sia i wait no point waiting...so i will collect my ic on the 23 of march...so long sia one mth saket otak...k la til here then bye....

Im Back....

2005-02-20T05:46:00.000+08:00

Hey lovely ppls....Darlingsue back on the blog....Im stil im stil sue frm blog...haha...kindda miss most of u all....Especialy my loyalty frens & linkers...i miss u all so much...k wat ups wit y life...k lets talk bout Hidhir kindda got lots of misunderstanding going on betwen me & him lots & lots of them...i dun tink we can b together like we do last time...he juz expect to much from me...cannot sey...k bout my ic im gonna make a new one on wednesday...shit man wanna spent $300 heart pain siak....K did help lots of ppl wit thier blog since im gone...hope u guys love it they r all original dun wory no coopyright...k la taknak ckp byk nanti korang malas plak nak bace k bye....