Saturday, March 12, 2005
It seems like not everydae is a happy dae...we talk everynite of everydae...feel so good hearing his voice...tot of meting him 2dae but bum into sum problems ytd..Actualy i dun realy noe but maybe its my fault...but i oredi apologize... yet he dun hav the mood to talk ...Well im not the type who like 2 brag bout stuff...so i realy hope tis stuf b over soon...He will be leaving 4 N.s On Tuesdae Im gonna miss him like crazy...Im gonna fel so bad if i did'nt hav the chance 2 met him...wel i try 2 b strong...its all up 2 him...I realy dunnoe i used 2 smile a lot laughing out loud even if i hav major problems...but 2dae i sems 2 b different i dun talk much...felt lonely out of sudden...Realy misses him so much...its been years i never felt tis way...maybe tis is the feling u got when u realy loves a person so much....my kuzin is out wit her guy Din to town and sabrina is out to Pasir Ris..Kindda fel a bit jelous when they r getting ready...i felt like shit...Got a call from my ex ask me out but i said no...Coz hes not the one im missing so bad...y muz i go tru tis stuff realy fel like shit sia 2dae...now im having a realy bad headache...y sudenly fel so empty...realy hope tis stuff wil b over soon...i realy miss him sob....sob...
Luv,Darlingsue;

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